闰五月二十日

A Sunday.

Woke up around 800 to wee wee and laid down to nap again. came around at nearly 1000. washed up had simple breakfast. bathed after that. wanted to pack the room but the afternoon was a lazy one. packed mama’s wedding photos at least.

Went to nap again, was a hazy sunday. woke up and washed up a bit, went to spin around to chinatown. din find anything i liked so went to look for mama at bugis. was at a shop talking to a friend to be… a guy la.

Had dinner with mama, nyonya buffet. i think its enough. going home soon after some groceries shopping… and here this came…

8304! ARGH! came out on the 4D! DIN BUY! all called and asked! mama strike at least. lucky its only starter if not…

Maybe its not mine this time, too little i think… opps there goes my tag hauer…

Came home, nua-ed with tv, packed some photos, packed the room again at last.

Sam asked for supper, i declined.

Going to sleep soon.

Day ended.

随遇而安

随遇而安

随遇而安？

闰五月十九日

A weekend day.

Woke up in the rain, as in woke BY the rain. Its going to be late, rushing to school for alumni AGM cum celebration. Mmm… Was a bit not organise but at least the show run smoothly. Got to noe a managing director today, was our fellow alumni also. nice chat, learnt a lot, can i be like him one day?

Came home did do anything, had a break before bachelors’ meet up. Its going to rain, dash up form the bed and did a little wash up. went to get sam and fetch shunyuan at tanjong pagar. had Ashton at Suntec. great taste with great price, had all 6 flavours of the chicken chops.

Did some shopping. sam bought shirts, i bought tons of photo album from Muji, very simple de… walked around Marina Square. was raining heavily outside. weather change quite fast these few days.

Went to Serangoon Gardens next. just wanna a place to chilled out. Had dessert at a nice place. Durian moose, jackfruit sago, mango mixed. yum yum. lame jokes as usual. sarcastic conversation as normal.

Came home. mama was asleep le.

Bathed and back here.

Wonder what will i dream of later…

Its great to have friends, it better to have bothers.

等一个晴天

等，耐心的等着，晴天的到来

包公与白雪公主

如果：

包公与白雪公主结婚，他们生下来的孩子叫什么名字？

闰五月十八日

Another plain day.

Woke up as usual, go work as usual. bought breakfast from the canteen, pau and milo to start my day of. cant remember what i am doing today, only course registration was the key event. the rest, mundane.

Had lunch, got a little surprise later.

Came back, had a short nap. initial plan was a bachelors’ meet up but due to foreseen circumstances, its gone.

Everybody seems to have event this friday night but what am i doing? mama was at aunt place tonight.

Din have dinner, supper instead.

Watch tv, just trying to forget i am the only one at home.

Night seems long…

Had facial regime…

Another lonely night again…………

闰五月十七日

A plain day.

Woke up and went to work, was slightly a little late. had breakfast, sent breakfast. went out to do people’s favour. came back, worked, had lunch.

Deliveryman came, new floor mat for Earonic, not 3M but 3A. Quite a good quality at a low price. Got window visors too, at a low low price, they say is mugen de, so is worthwhile i guess. Now Earonic looks even cooler…

Came home when time is up. Nap straight away… Woke up only when mama called. No dinner, as in no proper dinner, only maggie. watched some pre recorded programme.

Back to my lonesome room. had some massage by mama, she complained my buttocks are too fleshy.

*Ouch*

It still hurts…

Called dry-bro to confirm some stuff…

Someone discovered my inner feeling – gloomily pessimistic.

Am i?

Pessimistic

Pessimistic: [pes-uh-mis-tik]

Oxford Dictionary
adj. tendency to take a gloomy view of things

Dictionary.com
adj. pertaining to or characterized by pessimism; gloomy: a pessimistic outlook.

Longman Contemporary Dictionary
adj. expecting that bad things will happen in the future or that something will have a bad result

Cambridge Dictionary
adj. the tendency to emphasize or think of the bad part of a situation rather than the good part, or the feeling that bad things are more likely to happen than good things

愁云惨雾

愁云惨雾

在愁云惨雾中打滚……

闰五月十六日

Another bad day, seriously bad.

Rain rain rain… Outside rain, inside rain.

Woke up went to work. do work, have lunch, back home. Put things down and brought Earonic to have a bathe, finally the sun is out for a nice bathe. Knew a new guy who had a new BMW Z4. Cool…

Went to have dinner with mama and folks.

Came home with a heavy tummy.

Bathed and pack the to-be-renovated room. saw old pictures.

Bad times came.

Suddenly my leg cant move!

Wah shit, so painful.

Cant type liao…

Need some massage…

七月晴雨表

好快好快，一转眼半年过去了，我们也静悄悄的步入了悠悠的七月份，时热时冷 的时候您的运气会是如可呢？请在此点击，了解了解吧，祝你好运！

闰五月十五日

An early day.

Woke up at 630 to carried out the fortnightly prayer. my eyes are still difficult to open. Went to school on time, was busy for a visit the whole morning. Back to office to do some typing job.

Lunched. I am falling asleep. Acted busy again. Went to mingle around with people. Started raining heavily again. Cant get a proper car wash.

Came home, took a little rest. went out for square gang again. had dinner at trish’s place. the night was simple.

Back here after sending the 2 ladies back.

Cant really hide my real feelings…

Cant escape from the dark clouds…

Sorry sun for wasting all your effort…

My Ellesse was being scratched…

Why my day always ended so…

Anyway i have to end it…

Need to find a better ending tomorrow i guess…

想

想。

我想。

我想碰见我自己。

我想找回我自己。

我想叫醒我自己。

我想认识我自己。

我想记起我自己。

我想……

为我好

我知道，一切的一切都是为我好，但是……

Too Much

Too much.

Talked too much.

Say too much.

Speak too much.

Voice too much.

Too much.

I’ve done too much…

It’s time for me to silent down…

闰五月十四日

A rainy day again.

Woke up quite late, or rather back to the ‘normal’ timing. Called office its open for work. din do any work. maybe just a little. Dun feel so deep down after last night, maybe back to the sea level? sorry to say this, cant really to go high at this moment.

Went for lunch at JP. Had pizza with a fren. Back to office, did some supervision work. time flies suddenly. Went to collect the offerings for tomorrow’s prayer.

Took a nap after some chats with Eileen, got to noe more… Woke up without dinner, ate a kueh earlier actually. watch tv getting stuff ready, cleaning, and bathe. mama came home, was talking about the coming 1-year renovation plans.

Too tired, need a very very early day tomorrow.

Good night.

闰五月十三日

A day out.

Woke up and went for breakfast with 5th Auntie extended family at Jurong East. Had porridge and did some groceries shopping. Went to a little shrine to pray. The long rainy day started. Went to farm mart centre to walk around, had some snack.

Brought mama to buy 4D and came home to have a short rest before going out again. collect the flowers on the way back too. Went to see my stylist to get my head done.

Went to Bukit Panjang to get dry-bro. was raining, thats why. heading towards changi for a party. rain so heavily. the journey was long. Had chats on the car, i noe your intention was i good, i noe.

Left the party quietly, paiseh, both of us are late for our respective appointments le. Mel drove Earonic, he discover Earonic was not the one he knew the previous time. powerful right.

Night ended peacefully.

Physically, mentally. I noe the sun is always shinning, just that probably i choose to stay under dark clouds. its no one faults. hope everything will turn out well…

Suddenly, i cant remember what thing can make me not so down. something is really wrong with me…

Yah…

Anyway, thanks for the night.

Congratulations.

闰五月十二日

A weekend day.

Woke up quite early. Back still aching. Went to market to have breakfast. its after dunno how long after i went to have ban mian in the coffeeshop with mama. did some simple shopping on groceries. Went to the temple.

Back home to rest. he carpenter is here. did some measurements. yes, my house it starting a series of make over. sent mama to work. went to Ikea. bought a small cabinet, thot that all things in ikea was light but the one i bought was exceptionally heavy. Oh my god, how am i going to drag the package home.

Back home again. KNS, so heavy, took 15mins to get up which usually take only 5. spent the whole afternoon doing DIY job, actually jus to distract myself from the alone life.

Met Bachelors’ club for dinner at Yishun, sorry to make u wait, sam. Had chinese-thai food. no too bad. went jurong hill, nice breeze. Being accompanied, physically. I am… never mind, its complicated.

Back home at 2. got bed sheet changed and sleep.

Day ended.

蓝色雨

蓝色是忧郁，雨点是眼泪。蓝色雨：忧郁的泪水。。。

疗伤音乐

夜深人静，一个人自处的时候，你喜欢听什么样的音乐呢？

(1)古典音乐

(2)大型乐队演奏的曲目

(3)轻音乐或是以单一乐器伴奏的独唱歌曲

(4)爵士乐

先在心里选好心仪的答案，然后才继续往下看……
（小小提醒：您的第一个感觉是最准确的 ）